Stop existing,,,Start living

These past couple of weeks have been a tornado of emotions but none of my own. My emotions are always pretty stable on situations because I always seem to express them. This is also why its so hard for me to blog. With all the homies I hang around with I start to notice why I have to do some of the things I do. I understand that every thing that comes to my mind I shouldn't do but that never stops me from trying them. One of my homies that was my best friend just came back from the Army and he's engaged. I know he's not ready because I know him. Nevertheless, I support him. I don't think anyone should get engaged or married before we have pursued & achieved or failed at our dreams no matter how far-fetched they seem to be. So in turn you wont have any regrets or open wounds in your life. It's no problem with having an relationships but you need that one that understands exactly what you're trying to do and will support you through it all. Ok enough on that situation...

I don't like for people to sit around and talk about you but then they don't know that everything gets back to you. Anything I say when someone is not present I will say it in their presence. Simple. I know people talk about me all the time but it will never rile me up because I could care less what they think as long as they're thinking about me. With that being said, I know I can control your emotions in some type of way. I know exactly what I'm doing before I do anything. People will always say "T did this"or "Fresh did that" but only 1 person 1has told me the truth about myself outside of my family. That's why when someone comes to me and says he said this and that...I laugh cause he's already told me what he thinks about me and I do the same to him. That's why we get along the way we do.

For the people saying I been laying low for a min...its for good reason. I'll surface soon...I know exactly what I'm doing and this team I just built will CHANGE EVERYTHING....you can call me anything but I DON'T FAIL I ADAPT.